Despair

Insanity keeps me sane. My delusions are a foil, for without them, I will see my life for it is: unsung, unremarkable, mediocre. My insanity keeps despair at bay. Till now I have escaped her clutches, but she is drawing near. I can feel her cold fingers circle my mind, and so, I feed my mind with more delusions. Anything to keep despair at bay, for once she has you, there is no escape.